Day 10

Have you ever heard someone say that lots of times we eat to stuff the feelings down.
Kind of like a drinker drinks to escape those bad feelings.

Well. It is so true for me when I am on a diet.

I am so depressed today. I am on the verge of tears, and all because one of Katie's teacher's wrote to tell me she got a 40/100.
Apparently Katie did not understand the multiple choice questions.

I know she studied for nights.

And this makes me want to cry and it makes me angry about other things at the school and I want to homeschool her so I can choose the best math program and geography program for her.

And I know I am feeling this way because I am not able to eat something to shove down my sad and upset feelings.

So out they come, bubbling up to the surface. And what am I suppose to do with them?

I suppose I could cry some more.

Who knew the healthy life was one of tiredness and tears?